About my relationships and privacy. Telepathy is possible, but how? Rosemary oil for hair loss. Barefoot this winter?

October 8, 2024.

Hello there!

Yesterday, I had actually planned to watch a documentary about telepathy, but then I was surprised by a text message from Julia. We ended up talking on the phone. And what can I say? I told her that I had decided to start a relationship with her. At first, she was a bit skeptical and joked that I was only saying this to have sex with her. But after I assured her that this wasn't my intention at all, we're now officially in a relationship.

Julia also brought up another important point, which has been on my mind as well. I write publicly about my life. Well, I'm not someone who lives isolated from the outside world. I'm someone who now enjoys connecting with others and sharing experiences with them. I record these experiences in my public diary, as much as is allowed. Now that I'm with Julia, I obviously won’t write details about our sex life publicly, even though those details would make the entries more exciting and lively. However, I do wonder how I can reconcile my hobby of public diary writing with the privacy of other people. 🤨

Julia is open to the diary experiment. By experiment, I mean that I will write about us publicly. I'm just concerned that if things don't work out between us, she might sue me, even though she agreed to it during peaceful times.

Let's assume that public diary writing is my calling (it feels that way right now), and let's assume that I want to write as detailed as possible about my life without constantly worrying about violating someone's privacy, then it naturally follows that I should attract people into my life who enjoy being in the public eye and have no qualms about sharing their private matters publicly. Many people already do this on social media, but few have experienced someone ELSE publicly writing about them in a diary.

The best approach for my diary might be to focus on my own feelings and experiences without including the characteristics and experiences of others.

Right after that, my mom called me. She asked how I was doing, and of course, I told her that I had talked to Julia. I didn’t really want to go into detail because I knew my mom wouldn’t fully understand. But I gave it a try and told her that we’re in a slightly different kind of relationship than she might imagine – a polyamorous one.

When I explained the term to her, she simply said, "I think you need to get a job."

Well, I love my mom regardless, that’s just how she is. That’s why I usually don’t tell her about these exotic things and prefer to surprise her with them in practice. Eventually, she gets used to them and finds them normal. It was like that with my all-black style, with minimalism, with going barefoot, with eating without utensils, and it will probably be the same with polyamory. She’s not familiar with polyamory, and anything she doesn’t know, she tends to view negatively at first. But then she eventually realizes, "It’s actually acceptable." Or more like, "Ah, my son’s a hopeless case. I’ll just accept it." 😄 Or, as with minimalism, she might even incorporate it into her own life.

Yesterday, I watched an interview with Rupert Sheldrake about telepathy. What I learned is that telepathy is actually possible. Telepathy is the sending and receiving of information from other people, as if the brain is both a transmitter and receiver.

Dr. Sheldrake conducted experiments where Person A had to guess which of four other people was calling them. The other person, Person B, who was in a different room, was tasked with calling Person A. If Person A was simply guessing, the likelihood of correctly identifying the caller would be 25%. However, the results were above statistical probability, with a success rate of 45%.

The closer the emotional connection between people, the better telepathy seems to work. Telepathy, much like a mobile phone, also functions across great distances (e.g., between Australia and England). The question now is: how can I consciously harness telepathy or even increase the success rate? What should I do to actively use my brain as both a sender and receiver, like a mobile phone? Should I delve deeper into this topic and find answers? What do you think? 🧐

I woke up at 9:30 a.m. The weather is very gray, cold, and rainy. 🌧️

I've been taking a photo of the back of my head every day lately to document the changes in the bald spot. Today, I researched additional methods for hair loss and discovered that rosemary oil improves blood circulation. If the bald spot developed due to reduced blood flow to the skin on the back of my head, rosemary oil could be a possible solution. I'm going to try it out.

There’s also a more extreme method to increase circulation through microneedling. This involves using a roller equipped with many needles to create tiny punctures in the scalp, with a depth of 0.2 to 0.5 mm. These micro-injuries lead to improved blood flow to the scalp. However, I find this method a bit extreme compared to simply applying rosemary oil. So, I’ll try the rosemary oil first, and if that doesn't help, then I'll test microneedling.

I get up and look at my beard in the mirror. It’s itchy and red. A glance at my food diary reveals what I ate and drank yesterday:

• decaf cappuccino with pea milk
• two cups of filtered coffee with oat milk
• non-vegan cherry pie
• a vegetarian falafel döner (with melted cheese) and MezzoMix (26 g sugar)
• two slices of toast with cherry jam, along with black tea with oat milk
• later in the evening, six slices of toast with hummus or herb spread.

So, I practically ate no vegetables or fruits yesterday, primarily consuming empty carbohydrates (bread, oat milk), a lot of sugar at once (MezzoMix), and also two cups of decaffeinated coffee. What do I expect from this diet? To have perfect, non-flaky, non-itchy skin? No wonder my chin is now red, flaky, and itchy. And you have to imagine: this was my daily diet when I lived in Borsum. It's no surprise that I suffered from constant stomach pains, depressive moods, and other health issues back then. My diet contributed significantly to that.

I find a food diary very helpful to remind myself of the junk I actually consume throughout the day and the consequences that arise from it. Bread and generally wheat products, as well as sugar, may taste great, but they are not good for my health.

The temperatures are slowly getting colder. I’m still managing to be barefoot outdoors. I’m also starting to notice that I don’t need socks when I’m inside. It doesn’t feel as cold on my feet anymore when I walk around indoors. Apparently, my body has adjusted over the past six months to barefoot walking and made the necessary adaptations to keep my feet warm.

Still, my inexperienced mind (which hasn’t yet experienced a barefoot winter) wonders if I will be able to endure this winter barefoot. So, while waiting for the package from my mom and during this rainy weather, I spent the whole day indoors looking for inspiration online.

I came across barefoot marathon runner Alex Kiesow. He not only regularly runs marathons barefoot but has also been completely shoe-free for five years—even in winter. ❄️

Another inspiring and extreme person is Lars Dewald. He has been running barefoot in all seasons for 13 years, even through heavy snow.

Or Sue Kenney from the USA, a nearly 70-year-old woman who has been running barefoot in all seasons, even in freezing temperatures, for years. 🥶

Now I feel motivated and inspired to get through this winter without shoes. How amazing would it be if I could completely get rid of my winter barefoot shoes?

I will stay in Borsum today and will only go to Hildesheim tomorrow. A package should arrive for me today, namely the jute mat to replace my dining table.

Still, I went shopping. I didn’t take my rain jacket, but luckily I found an umbrella in my sister's room.

I bought a nut mix to have something to snack on tonight. I would have loved to invite Julia, but I can’t do that yet. My mother is afraid it will turn out the same way as with Matilda. Well, it seems Matilda triggered some anxiety issues for my mother. 😇

I also added some old photos of myself to my life until 2010. Unfortunately, the jute mat did not arrive.

Until tomorrow!