The diary of Alexander Fufaev
My name is Alexander Fufaev, and you’ve landed in my public diary, where I write unfiltered about my life.
It’s likely that at some point you might feel uncomfortable diving into my world. You might feel ashamed, aroused, or have the most intense realization of your life. It contains sex scenes, so it is more suitable for adults and those who are not sexually repressed.
I strongly recommend that you read my backstory (up to 2019) before reading individual diary entries out of context.
Diaries
Jump to the last entry1992-1999: Childhood in Uzbekistan 1999-2000: My childhood in Novomirskiy, Russia 2000-2002: My Life on Moskowskaya Street, Azov, Russia 2002-2004: Youth in Petrovsky Boulevard, Azov (Russia) 2004-2005: Living with Grandparents in Kharkovskiy, Rostov Oblast 2005-2007: A new life in Germany and the Förderschool 2007-2009: Hauptschule, first German friend and the class conference. Trip to Russia and World of Warcraft 2009-2011: Secondary school, the rock star class teacher and the first attempt to make it to upper school 2011: My first real sex at 19 and poetry 2011-2012: Love Letter to Clara. My First Website. Smoking a Pipe. 2012-2013: Physics: From Hate Subject to Favorite Subject. My first YouTube Channel 2014: André, the Art of Seducing Women and the Abitur. Summer 2014: The Discovery of Dancing and My First Club Visits September 2014 - October 2014: Physics Studies Hell and the Search for a Soulmate November 2014: Jana the Artist January 15 - February 14, 2015: Do you love me? March 2015 - April 2015: Blowjobs That Freed Me From Depression September 25, 2015: Dancing with Ann-Kathrin October 5, 2015: The First Day of Orientation Week 2015-2019: My First Relationship and the Transformation to Vegetarianism 2019: Bachelor's Degree and Panic Attacks 2019-2022: Corona pandemic, fears of the future and hellish stomach pains March 2022 - June 2022: Mara and Shinshu come into my relationship and the end of my computer game addiction June 2022 - July 2022: Jule's return and my sister's wedding 3 July 2022: Jule, look! An eagle! 13 August 2022: The Extensive Decluttering of My Room August 2022: Moving Into My First Shared Apartment September 2022: Nico, my new friend? September 2022: A new phase of life begins. October 2022: Sex Dance with Katharina November 2022: The 1% Method That Changed My Life December 2022: The Scrimper and Cold Showers December 23, 2022: Digital Minimalism 24 December 2022: Mum knows now... December 25, 2022: Pets are Modern-Day Slaves January to February 2023: I Become an Advanced Minimalist February 2023: Online Scam and my Switch from an Android Phone to an iPhone March 2023 - April 2023: Submission of the Physics Master's Thesis and Switch to Macbook April 2023: Life Without Fragrance and My Thought Triggers: The Urge for Sun and Women April 2023: Being Creative for the Transition to Extreme Minimalism April 2023: Wealth Affirmation by Bodo Schäfer and the Penultimate Horcrux May 2023: Two microfiber towels. Only have colored laundry. 5 instead of 10 T-shirts. May 2023: Life without a freezer, decorations and coffee at home. Crown cap instead of soap dish. May 2023: Moving Into the New Flat Share and the Daily Flood of Information May 2023: My German YouTube Channel "Universaldenker" is Gone Forever. May 27 and 28, 2023: CSD: Making Out With a Homosexual Man? June 1, 2023: The musical performance in the bathroom and eating ice cream with Dasha and Tobi June 2, 2023: The woman with the Labrador June 3, 2023: The missing binoculars June 4, 2023: Marie the theater woman June 5, 2023: The fourth housemate June 6, 2023: Forgot my rucksack with my Macbook Pro inside June 7, 2023: Mara on the bus 200 and the Cappy student June 8, 2023: "Call me by your name" at the university cinema and smartphone in my backpack instead of my pocket June 18, 2023: The email from Los Angeles and Lake Giften with family June 20, 2023: Paula the mathematician June 23, 2023: Juliane and the three positive things June 27, 2023: A woman pays me a compliment June 29, 2023: Rainy Conti Campus summer party July 2, 2023: Life doesn't punish me, it educates me July 4, 2023: "Little Women" makes me want to continue writing my story July 6, 2023: The woman without the Labrador July 8, 2023: The vegan in the summer dress and the toast July 9, 2023: Katy Bowman and the chair-free life July 10, 2023: My last presentation at university and the red-haired Mara July 12, 2023: Less input on the go and no Spotify July 21, 2023: Small comb instead of big hairbrush July 22, 2023: Trimming instead of shaving. Life without razors and less porn consumption July 23, 2023: The 7-day NoFap experiment and "Oppenheimer" at the movies July 24, 2023: Advancing minimalism: reduce socks, underpants, trousers July 25, 2023: Seborrheic dermatitis. Does the medication fight the cause? July 26, 2023: Life without a desk and office chair July 28, 2023: Match with Steffi and the frightened flower lady July 30, 2023: An amazing retirement home utopia from my mother July 31, 2023: Two large, black dogs. Avoid fries. The high-voltage power line August 8, 2023: On the other side of the shared apartment casting August 12, 2023: Do not add salt to food. Still water instead of sparkling water. Avoid ketchup. Anna from Seattle August 16, 2023: Malinda the petite and my coffee addiction August 17, 2023: Developing cold resistance and reducing WLAN radiation August 18, 2023: Lupin coffee as a coffee alternative August 19, 2023: Why I no longer want to invest in the stock market August 20, 2023: Reverse myopia. White lettering on a black background. August 21, 2023: Customize backpack. Use less paper outside the home August 22, 2023: Overcoming my fear of heights August 23, 2023: I no longer own any jackets August 24, 2023: The call from Uncle Sasha. Without a coat in winter? August 25, 2023: Life without a dishwasher. Cleaning dishes and hair with water only. Stairs instead of elevator. August 26, 2023: Life without computer mice and only with a trackpad August 27, 2023: Clean yourself with water only. No more sunglasses and no more batteries. August 29, 2023: Sleep without a pillow. Avoid vitamin B12 overdose. No more cell phone case and only 2 shorts. August 30, 2023: Life without an alarm clock and only one bed sheet. No more laundry basket. August 31, 2023: Try out toe socks. Short instead of long charging cable September 1, 2023: Switch to barefoot shoes? September 2, 2023: Walking barefoot, sperm quality and black yoga mat September 4, 2023: Date with Steffi. Merino wool experiment and 1 sweater instead of 3 September 6, 2023: Anna the Beautiful September 8, 2023: Switch to barefoot shoes. Enthusiasm for merino wool. 5 instead of 7 underpants September 9, 2023: Eckhart Tolle and three dreams September 10, 2023: Overcome fear of deep water. Peel a watermelon. September 11, 2023: I have 3 underpants instead of 5. Anna didn't come on the date. September 12, 2023: Living with just one towel September 13, 2023: Two seat neighbors and the vaginal suppository September 14, 2023: I have 18 hangers instead of 19. The tall student with the birthmark September 15, 2023: My flirting strength is expressive dance September 16, 2023: My other flirting strength is eye contact September 17, 2023: Life with just a pair of shorts September 18, 2023: T-shirt switch to merino wool September 19, 2023: I have 3 instead of 5 T-shirts and 16 instead of 18 hangers. Reducing fever with thoughts September 20, 2023: Not owning cutlery knives. And 15 instead of 16 coat hangers. No more small bags. September 21, 2023: I own 4 pairs of socks instead of 5. Bumble-Elena has ghosted me September 22, 2023: Dating apps are not good for me. I have 10 hangers instead of 13 and a more compact clothes rail September 23, 2023: Stomach ache due to binge eating September 24, 2023: Learned to stand on my head. Analyzed my dog phobia. Backpack perfectly adjusted. September 25, 2023: Sleeping on a 3.5 cm mattress topper instead of an 8 cm mattress September 26, 2023: My first all-in-black photos as a minimalist September 27, 2023: I want to be elastic. Sleeping with the window open? September 28, 2023: The last karate lesson and bed hardness upgrade September 29, 2023: I no longer own a fridge September 30, 2023: No more bank account fees. Use Ecosia. Prefer open source. October 1, 2023: Slow Eating October 2, 2023: I want to learn body language October 3, 2023: Domain changed from "universaldenker.org" to "fufaev.org" October 4, 2023: Resource consumption of the website reduced October 5, 2023: Once Merino wool, always Merino wool October 6, 2023: No more canteen food and decaffeinated coffee October 7, 2023: Lucid dreams and Carmen, the environmental engineer October 8, 2023: Try out the Penny Board October 9, 2023: Grounding and walking barefoot through the village. Awkward! October 10, 2023: Protect your hearing and shop barefoot in the city October 11, 2023: Laptop as productivity machine and no-coffee challenge failed October 12, 2023: Life without a bike, email app and browser bookmarks October 13, 2023: News stresses me out, brushing teeth without toothpaste, HD instead of 4K October 14, 2023: Minimalist digital security: More independence from my phone number and laptop October 15, 2023: I am character type 4 in the personality enneagram October 17, 2023: Lightly clothed at 0 degrees and more productive without internet in the library October 18, 2023: A lesbian student, a serious lawyer, meeting Annika and my resolution to live without a stove October 19, 2023: Only wash dishes with water, no password manager and no more iCloud October 20, 2023: Essentialism. Eating with hands and tooth abrasion October 21, 2023: Flexible thinking and the melancholy after good movies October 22, 2023: Don't link opinion to identity and use your head instead of your hard disk to save your data October 23, 2023: A single email address, digital order and Anna's sign of life October 24, 2023: Psychokinesis, the inner fire and my master's certificate October 25, 2023: I have 3 instead of 4 pairs of socks and 8 instead of 10 hangers October 26, 2023: Man in Black. Eating leftovers from strangers and the new black winter hat October 27, 2023: No more washcloths. 7 instead of 8 hangers and the disadvantage of having a lot of time October 28, 2023: Why I want a prepaid card and thoughts of being homeless October 29, 2023: Wash armpits with water only, life without time, Luisa von der Fuchsmühle and the magical amulet October 30, 2023: I looked at my watch 34 times and met Sarah again October 31, 2023: Toothbrush shortened and no calendar app on the smartphone November 1, 2023: Hide time displays and Larissa, the fairytale woman November 2, 2023: Life without a closet. 3 instead of 7 hangers and my habit of lying November 3, 2023: Reading body language live, micro-expressions and dry dabbing instead of dry rubbing November 4, 2023: Experiment: dumb phone instead of smartphone November 5, 2023: Life without hangers and with only two pairs of merino socks. Thought experiment on the skin microbiome. November 6, 2023: Dumb phone reduces anxiety. Sophie the Cold. Only organic products and no canned food? November 7, 2023: I have 2 underpants instead of 3 and the ability to shake off thoughts November 8, 2023: I own 2 instead of 3 T-shirts November 9, 2023: "When the world ends, you will survive" November 10, 2023: Washing yourself without drying yourself? November 11, 2023: Cooking with organic food and inspiration from raw food nutrition November 12, 2023: Rapid drain on my social battery at casting and the reason why November 13, 2023: My definition of cleanliness, the idea of being my own hairdresser and Maxi from the HanoMacke November 14, 2023: I'm going to trim the sideburns too and one sweater won't do November 15, 2023: How to increase your chances of winning the Nobel Prize 22-fold and trying to drink tea in the HanoMacke November 16, 2023: Measuring my eyes for laser eye surgery and Julia, the tattooed educator November 17, 2023: I no longer see black before my eyes and no more chest rash after sweating November 18, 2023: The encounter with Samara Morgan from The Ring 19 November 2023: Constant break-ups and reconciliations annoy me 20 November 2023: Julia the tattooed educator: No, Anna the beautiful: Yes 21 November 2023: Walking distances of less than 2 km and one pair of shoes is not enough 22 November 2023: Do not cut vegetables and eat the stalk of the tomato 26 November 2023: Minimalist cooking: Don't use spices? 27 November 2023: Why cooked food, not raw food, is malnutrition. Organic banana peel instead of B12 supplement? 29 November 2023: I let myself be dazzled by Anna the Beautiful 30 November 2023: Heart has neurons and generates a magnetic field 4 December 2023: Rebekka the loner and the second measurement of my eyes 5 December 2023: Upgrading the gloves to merino wool and a strange dream December 7, 2023: The 18-year-old special needs teacher with the black ribbon December 23, 2023: ONS wasn't good for me. Why I don't want a relationship with me. Am I suitable for polyamory? December 25, 2023: Always prefer nose breathing. I feel like playing World of Warcraft. I like Franzi January 3, 2024: Sleeping on the yoga mat. No more dating apps. Avoid overbreathing. January 5, 2024: Breathing too much causes mineral deficiency, Johanna the Violinist and debilitating seborrheic eczema January 6, 2024: I no longer own any bed sheets. Feline at Hugendubel January 9, 2024: HanoMacke date with Sarah, the medicine student January 12, 2024: Astrid the nerdy economist, a spontaneous date with Nastya and the mind-reversal method January 15, 2024: Weekly work plan. Sweatpants upgrade. Lesbian Anna and Marie the vet January 17, 2024: Jordis the crypto investor. An acting student and Konni. February 14, 2024: Switching from MacBook Pro to MacBook Air. LaTeX Instead of Office and Other Software Changes February 16, 2024: Life without WhatsApp because it makes my life more difficult. Less advertising and Gesa the Pious
